If you are longing for love and the feeling of security this brings. Don't always pursue it with such vigor or be overly concerned if a love you want isn't always available. You can get what you want by taking your time, being a little more relaxed and calmer. A brand-new outlook brings with it the promise of success. Not everything in your private life is running as well as you would like. Friends and family have their own wishes and goals and are not bound to show consideration to you. Even though it's tough, accept that some situations will not run according to plan. Try to change your perspective and understand others' points of view.
It has been a long time since you received so much attention and therefore, it is no wonder that currently things fly in all different directions, beds creak and crack and every now and then a vase can break. You simply love each other with wild abandon and in the future, you will appreciate again and again how important it is to have a reliable and even more importantly an easy going partner at your side. In your case, you will appreciate that such congeniality is the best that could have happened to the two of you.
In your relationship, you are everywhere and nowhere. For a long time, there haven't been any real central points and your partner is more fascinated by the sky than by you. Therefore, be honest with yourself and openly think about what went wrong and where the two of you ran out of steam! Try to address the problems at the root and solve them together with your partner. Practice self-restraint, reflect on your conduct. You're able to accept responsibility for the fact that you don't always feel good about yourself. It's no big deal if you cannot keep up with others and have less stamina than you expect.